In the Beginning…

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Genesis 1:27

“God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.”

Showing Love and Compassion to one’s self is the highest most purest way to honor your Higher Power.

With a full heart, you will selflessly give and without hesitation, you will be able to receive all gifts with grace.

Am I Wrong

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To whom this may concern,

I understand your pain, I’ve felt the way you have. Please let me know if any of the following sounds familiar to you; I want to help you. In my mid to late twenty I was an active alcoholic. I was encumbered by feelings of hopelessness, despair, worthlessness, bone deep wariness. I only survived never lived. Life was unbearable, I hated everything I was feeling, and hated the source of those feeling the most, myself. The only relief I thought I was able to feel was when I drank. As I took the first drink of the day I could feel the relief pour through me with the burn of it. I gained a sense of contentment, if only for a moment. I thought booze was my lifeline, my savior. So, I would continue to chase that feeling of contentment constantly. Consumed with thoughts of my next drink, I was worse than a teenage boy instead of thinking about sex every 2 seconds I thought of booze. My Facebook posts would not be about the accomplishment of my 4 beautiful children, but would consist of such BS statements as, “hard day, kids drove me insane, mommy time with her fav ice wine! Life is good!”. This went on for years until it all came to a head on May 14, 2009. I was done, I had enough of disappointing my family and friends. As, I stood on the pedestrian overpass on Las Vegas Blvd, still heavily intoxicated from the night before, after promising the people I loved I would not drink at all this trip. All promises were forgotten, I did not last twenty minutes after landing in Nevada before I hit the liquor store. I wanted it to end, I so desperately wanted it all to end. I was disgusted with myself and my lack of “willpower”. In that moment, I believed everyone whom loved me would be better off if I was not here anymore.

Today, sitting here over five years later sober, I now know I was wrong. I have a better understanding of my disease, I know it wants me dead. If you are an alcoholic/ addict and you are active your disease will only bring you to three places; jails, institutions, and a funeral home. I have proven this to myself over and over again. I’m sure if you even think you have a drinking problem and you do not seek help your path is headed in the same direction.

I am at peace with being a recovering alcoholic. I now know AA is my medicine and with time, contentment has became my state of emotional homeostasis. There is hope!

RIP Mr.Williams it didn’t have to come to this. Sometimes being loved by millions isn’t enough, if you forget to love yourself.

Much LUV and JOI,
Kimberley

Feel free to contact me via this page, email me. In subject write contentment or message our Facebook page
kmore919@yahoo.com

I’m really feeling this song at the moment! Enjoy!
http://youtu.be/VBmEJZofz2s

The choice is yours…

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I see you, no, I really see you. Through all the complex facades you have spent all this life building. You are seen, not just by me but by all with their (third) eye wide open. I love what I see. Limitless potential, with the divine right to manifest all that seems impossible. Being Human is like having a movies set dressing room at your disposal, countless costumes to don. It’s your prerogative which outfit fits you at this time.

I Love You!

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Love… I keeping running into this word, sentiment, emotion, act… At this moment, I cannot call to mind any other word/entity that holds such power. Many of the people I am drawn to, to help have many issues revolving around Love. In fact, every one of their root problems start in and of love, or more so the lack of presence love has in their relationships. Whether, perceived or factual, the thought that one has no one to love them brings such pain it causes a ripple effect of devastating proportion. Thus, tainting all relationships including the relationship with self, with pain and discontent.

Love yourself fully, include your flaws (I prefer to call them unique character traits). Set a morning affirmation, something like “I love myself and everyone fully, I receive love fully from self and everyone I love.” Then, end the day with a prayer of gratitude.

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Much LUV and JOI

Reintroduction of Kim

I would like to reintroduce myself, on my personal journey, I have and continue to grow. I still love the Prophetic Clairsentient Housewife. While embracing change, I must release the past and remain in the present. Today, I am a Spiritual Advisor, advocate, and fundraiser.

I view my gifts to something like Google, a search engine to the metaphysical realm. I connect with spirit to provide information and insight on any issue involving you.
Connecting with your guides, angels, lost loved ones and past selves in spirit. I will answer your questions and help you better understand your own Journey of Illumination (JOI).

Embracing our JOI (Journey of Illumination) and helping others to LUV (Live Ur Vision).
These are my goals for this lifetime.

Much LUV and JOI!

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For Real?!

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Strength… When I visualize what the picture of strength looks like, I see strong males with an athletic build or an outspoken female. I see the government. I see CEOs’ and financial institutions. I see all the things I am “encouraged” to see, whether or not I believe them or not is what matters.

Corruption of the mind by those that would have you believe everything you hear have stepped up their game. Now, they need you to believe everything you see. There is so much more beyond the physical realm, waiting to be discovered.

To overcome the corruption of mind that plays on the Ego, one will transcend the humanistic tendencies of laziness, no longer allowing others to think for you. Take the outside world into perspective and process it on a soul level. In doing this your view can only vibrate on a higher frequency.

When all is said and done most all positions held by Strength are maintained out of fear.

Hold true to the strength of self and maintain it with faith.

“Knowing others is wisdom, knowing self is enlightenment”
Lao Tzu

Change is Beautiful!

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“Facing fears is your work this time(lifetime). Doing this while healing is your challenge.

Pride and vanity are slippery slopes. Find a balance between give and take.

Your childhood is still very charged for you. Ask yourself what would you change, if given a do over. Write those things down.

I feel like you have been meditating and praying with a purpose/intent. They say that is too narrow, open up your scope and you’ll find the things you’ve been yearning for. (This could mean person, place, emotional state, or/and your next shift)

Those things you want to change even just a little, are the things you should focus on to accept…

This shift is a big one but nothing that you haven’t been through before on a different level.

All I got for now…

Btw you know your true purpose it hasn’t changed since conception.

Love you!”

The story behind the reading.

A friend of mine wanted a reading from me and I was reluctant to give her one. I felt off and a bit pressured. I just did not want to do it. Thoughts like she is an amazing and insightful intuitive, why ask me for a reading?! ( a giant red flag should have jumped up and down saying “Look at me, look at me!”). Needless to say I could not “see” or “feel” anything, it was like I was in a storm of feelings. I was angry, resentful, and sad. (All from a reading request? Really?! It’s what I do for a living!) After 2 or 3 days, I finally asked within for any message or guidance for my friend to come to light.

Above is a message I got for my friend. It flowed so easily and felt just “right” to me. When I passed it along, it did not fit as well. Then, she being the wise being that she is, told me that this message was for me.

My ego fired up at that moment in denial. Finally, I conceded. I felt the truth, that was when I KNEW she was absolutely correct.

Point of all this is
Sometimes, we need to be reminded to check within and tend to self before we can help others.
This shift for me has highly impacted my view on so many different levels! I am truly blessed to have friends and family that helped me see “More”.

Much JOI and LUV!

Give and Take part 2

By Ameeta Kaul

Note to Readers:
1. If you would like to be taken off my mailing list please let me know and your wish shall be my command with immediate effect.
2. Everything I share comes from my own personal experience. I can only point to things that I have done myself, and were then seen through! Here is how the contemplation on giving and receiving came to rest within me. I remain open to new learning.
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In Part 1, this question was raised: Would you like to be on the receiving end of what you give?

What we give may be material or immaterial
What we give may be in kind, word or deed

We don’t simply give what we are giving
We also give how we are giving

We don’t simply give what we are giving
We also give the attitude with which we are giving

We don’ simply give what we are giving
We also withhold what we are withholding

Externally we may be giving one thing
Internally we may be giving its opposite

When we give with our whole being
we receive simultaneously in full measure

Be aware if your giving
separates you from the receiver
Be aware if your giving
comes from pity or disdain

Be aware if your giving
reinforces your position
vis-a-vis the receiver’s
aggrandizing the giving
lessening the receiving

Ask yourself also:
Would you like to be
on the giving end
of what you receive?

Ask yourself also
Could you be
on the giving end
of what you receive?

In receiving
there is gratitude
in giving
there is joy

Each one of us
gives and receives
This is simply
the sacred way of life

As human beings
it is our great good fortune
to be able
to see
to realize
to know
and to be
the one movement
that is both
giving and receiving

—-
Ameeta Kaul
ameetak@gmail.com