Category Archives: Thoughts

In the Beginning…

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Genesis 1:27

“God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.”

Showing Love and Compassion to one’s self is the highest most purest way to honor your Higher Power.

With a full heart, you will selflessly give and without hesitation, you will be able to receive all gifts with grace.

Am I Wrong

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To whom this may concern,

I understand your pain, I’ve felt the way you have. Please let me know if any of the following sounds familiar to you; I want to help you. In my mid to late twenty I was an active alcoholic. I was encumbered by feelings of hopelessness, despair, worthlessness, bone deep wariness. I only survived never lived. Life was unbearable, I hated everything I was feeling, and hated the source of those feeling the most, myself. The only relief I thought I was able to feel was when I drank. As I took the first drink of the day I could feel the relief pour through me with the burn of it. I gained a sense of contentment, if only for a moment. I thought booze was my lifeline, my savior. So, I would continue to chase that feeling of contentment constantly. Consumed with thoughts of my next drink, I was worse than a teenage boy instead of thinking about sex every 2 seconds I thought of booze. My Facebook posts would not be about the accomplishment of my 4 beautiful children, but would consist of such BS statements as, “hard day, kids drove me insane, mommy time with her fav ice wine! Life is good!”. This went on for years until it all came to a head on May 14, 2009. I was done, I had enough of disappointing my family and friends. As, I stood on the pedestrian overpass on Las Vegas Blvd, still heavily intoxicated from the night before, after promising the people I loved I would not drink at all this trip. All promises were forgotten, I did not last twenty minutes after landing in Nevada before I hit the liquor store. I wanted it to end, I so desperately wanted it all to end. I was disgusted with myself and my lack of “willpower”. In that moment, I believed everyone whom loved me would be better off if I was not here anymore.

Today, sitting here over five years later sober, I now know I was wrong. I have a better understanding of my disease, I know it wants me dead. If you are an alcoholic/ addict and you are active your disease will only bring you to three places; jails, institutions, and a funeral home. I have proven this to myself over and over again. I’m sure if you even think you have a drinking problem and you do not seek help your path is headed in the same direction.

I am at peace with being a recovering alcoholic. I now know AA is my medicine and with time, contentment has became my state of emotional homeostasis. There is hope!

RIP Mr.Williams it didn’t have to come to this. Sometimes being loved by millions isn’t enough, if you forget to love yourself.

Much LUV and JOI,
Kimberley

Feel free to contact me via this page, email me. In subject write contentment or message our Facebook page
kmore919@yahoo.com

I’m really feeling this song at the moment! Enjoy!
http://youtu.be/VBmEJZofz2s

The choice is yours…

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I see you, no, I really see you. Through all the complex facades you have spent all this life building. You are seen, not just by me but by all with their (third) eye wide open. I love what I see. Limitless potential, with the divine right to manifest all that seems impossible. Being Human is like having a movies set dressing room at your disposal, countless costumes to don. It’s your prerogative which outfit fits you at this time.

For Real?!

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Strength… When I visualize what the picture of strength looks like, I see strong males with an athletic build or an outspoken female. I see the government. I see CEOs’ and financial institutions. I see all the things I am “encouraged” to see, whether or not I believe them or not is what matters.

Corruption of the mind by those that would have you believe everything you hear have stepped up their game. Now, they need you to believe everything you see. There is so much more beyond the physical realm, waiting to be discovered.

To overcome the corruption of mind that plays on the Ego, one will transcend the humanistic tendencies of laziness, no longer allowing others to think for you. Take the outside world into perspective and process it on a soul level. In doing this your view can only vibrate on a higher frequency.

When all is said and done most all positions held by Strength are maintained out of fear.

Hold true to the strength of self and maintain it with faith.

“Knowing others is wisdom, knowing self is enlightenment”
Lao Tzu

Change is Beautiful!

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“Facing fears is your work this time(lifetime). Doing this while healing is your challenge.

Pride and vanity are slippery slopes. Find a balance between give and take.

Your childhood is still very charged for you. Ask yourself what would you change, if given a do over. Write those things down.

I feel like you have been meditating and praying with a purpose/intent. They say that is too narrow, open up your scope and you’ll find the things you’ve been yearning for. (This could mean person, place, emotional state, or/and your next shift)

Those things you want to change even just a little, are the things you should focus on to accept…

This shift is a big one but nothing that you haven’t been through before on a different level.

All I got for now…

Btw you know your true purpose it hasn’t changed since conception.

Love you!”

The story behind the reading.

A friend of mine wanted a reading from me and I was reluctant to give her one. I felt off and a bit pressured. I just did not want to do it. Thoughts like she is an amazing and insightful intuitive, why ask me for a reading?! ( a giant red flag should have jumped up and down saying “Look at me, look at me!”). Needless to say I could not “see” or “feel” anything, it was like I was in a storm of feelings. I was angry, resentful, and sad. (All from a reading request? Really?! It’s what I do for a living!) After 2 or 3 days, I finally asked within for any message or guidance for my friend to come to light.

Above is a message I got for my friend. It flowed so easily and felt just “right” to me. When I passed it along, it did not fit as well. Then, she being the wise being that she is, told me that this message was for me.

My ego fired up at that moment in denial. Finally, I conceded. I felt the truth, that was when I KNEW she was absolutely correct.

Point of all this is
Sometimes, we need to be reminded to check within and tend to self before we can help others.
This shift for me has highly impacted my view on so many different levels! I am truly blessed to have friends and family that helped me see “More”.

Much JOI and LUV!

Rock on!

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What’s the machine without the spark?

Our body is the perfect machine. Built to provide structure, movement, and physical presence for the soul. The mind is the on board computer that keeps body and soul linked. The soul is the spark that ignites all possibilities in all realms. When all three work together they create an unique being that is you.

What is your purpose?

Starting from before birth the soul is imprinted with purpose. I believe we all come from a Primary Source. I visualize God/ Primary Source as being like the ocean and our souls as drops of water. We are parts of the whole.

No matter how you choose to relate to a power greater than yourself, just know you are of great importance.

Pat Benetar : We Belong

Storm Clouds

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As a child, storm clouds were very intimidating. I remember my parents sending me to our basement during hurricane Gloria (Sept. 26-27 1985). Trees threatened to demolish our modest home. The sky was an unforgiving dark ominous gray. All color and vibrancy of fall leeched out leaving a sense of impending doom.

As the storm became focused on Long Island, it’s eye settled directly over us. It’s sight set on destroying our home with one of our own beautiful old maples. The men and women of our neighborhood left the safety of their homes to tie ropes around the tree and secured them to pickup trucks and worked as a team.

During the time everyone worked as a team, there was no longer the feel of impending doom but a sense of calmness and community.

When all the collateral damage of Gloria was said and done, the sun came out.

So, during your personal storm do not suffer alone, ask for help from God, family, and friends. No matter how bad it seems in the moment, the sun will shine again.