“God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.”
Showing Love and Compassion to one’s self is the highest most purest way to honor your Higher Power.
With a full heart, you will selflessly give and without hesitation, you will be able to receive all gifts with grace.
To whom this may concern,
I understand your pain, I’ve felt the way you have. Please let me know if any of the following sounds familiar to you; I want to help you. In my mid to late twenty I was an active alcoholic. I was encumbered by feelings of hopelessness, despair, worthlessness, bone deep wariness. I only survived never lived. Life was unbearable, I hated everything I was feeling, and hated the source of those feeling the most, myself. The only relief I thought I was able to feel was when I drank. As I took the first drink of the day I could feel the relief pour through me with the burn of it. I gained a sense of contentment, if only for a moment. I thought booze was my lifeline, my savior. So, I would continue to chase that feeling of contentment constantly. Consumed with thoughts of my next drink, I was worse than a teenage boy instead of thinking about sex every 2 seconds I thought of booze. My Facebook posts would not be about the accomplishment of my 4 beautiful children, but would consist of such BS statements as, “hard day, kids drove me insane, mommy time with her fav ice wine! Life is good!”. This went on for years until it all came to a head on May 14, 2009. I was done, I had enough of disappointing my family and friends. As, I stood on the pedestrian overpass on Las Vegas Blvd, still heavily intoxicated from the night before, after promising the people I loved I would not drink at all this trip. All promises were forgotten, I did not last twenty minutes after landing in Nevada before I hit the liquor store. I wanted it to end, I so desperately wanted it all to end. I was disgusted with myself and my lack of “willpower”. In that moment, I believed everyone whom loved me would be better off if I was not here anymore.
Today, sitting here over five years later sober, I now know I was wrong. I have a better understanding of my disease, I know it wants me dead. If you are an alcoholic/ addict and you are active your disease will only bring you to three places; jails, institutions, and a funeral home. I have proven this to myself over and over again. I’m sure if you even think you have a drinking problem and you do not seek help your path is headed in the same direction.
I am at peace with being a recovering alcoholic. I now know AA is my medicine and with time, contentment has became my state of emotional homeostasis. There is hope!
RIP Mr.Williams it didn’t have to come to this. Sometimes being loved by millions isn’t enough, if you forget to love yourself.
Much LUV and JOI,
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I’m really feeling this song at the moment! Enjoy!
I see you, no, I really see you. Through all the complex facades you have spent all this life building. You are seen, not just by me but by all with their (third) eye wide open. I love what I see. Limitless potential, with the divine right to manifest all that seems impossible. Being Human is like having a movies set dressing room at your disposal, countless costumes to don. It’s your prerogative which outfit fits you at this time.
Love… I keeping running into this word, sentiment, emotion, act… At this moment, I cannot call to mind any other word/entity that holds such power. Many of the people I am drawn to, to help have many issues revolving around Love. In fact, every one of their root problems start in and of love, or more so the lack of presence love has in their relationships. Whether, perceived or factual, the thought that one has no one to love them brings such pain it causes a ripple effect of devastating proportion. Thus, tainting all relationships including the relationship with self, with pain and discontent.
Love yourself fully, include your flaws (I prefer to call them unique character traits). Set a morning affirmation, something like “I love myself and everyone fully, I receive love fully from self and everyone I love.” Then, end the day with a prayer of gratitude.
Much LUV and JOI
I would like to reintroduce myself, on my personal journey, I have and continue to grow. I still love the Prophetic Clairsentient Housewife. While embracing change, I must release the past and remain in the present. Today, I am a Spiritual Advisor, advocate, and fundraiser.
I view my gifts to something like Google, a search engine to the metaphysical realm. I connect with spirit to provide information and insight on any issue involving you.
Connecting with your guides, angels, lost loved ones and past selves in spirit. I will answer your questions and help you better understand your own Journey of Illumination (JOI).
Embracing our JOI (Journey of Illumination) and helping others to LUV (Live Ur Vision).
These are my goals for this lifetime.
Much LUV and JOI!